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No fundo do poço, tipo, fundo mesmo. (desabafo geral em ordem cronológica)

2021.10.25 22:26 elektra_d No fundo do poço, tipo, fundo mesmo. (desabafo geral em ordem cronológica)

Eu sempre fui uma criança legal, e tive uma construção familiar "saudável" (?), na real nem sei mesmo se foi assim legal, enfim....
Nessa mesma época de infancia começou o bullying pesado e eu passei a ser uma criança relativamente solitária. Isso me moldou muito e é por isso que eu não consigo desabafar sobre nada nem com parentes mais próximos (pai, mãe).
Na pré-adolescencia começou aquela deprezinha que vem do medo de crescer. Os constrangimentos na escola continuavam, dessa vez mais disfarçados. Mas tudo seguiu.
E no auge da adolescência? Bem, agora eu tô na merda mesmo. Faz 2 anos que eu caí numa depressão ferrada, descobri que tenho ansiedade generalizada e vivo me isolando de tudo e todos.
Acho que 2021 tá sendo menos pior. Vou completar 2 anos de namoro com uma pessoa legal, que "me ajudou" a sair mais de casa por estar sempre me chamando pra sair. Infelizmente hoje eu sou uma pessoa que se fechou muito pra tudo, e que não consegue aprofundar numa relação amorosa, e isso me preocupa. Me sinto culpada por estar com ele, porque tento ser uma pessoa mais presente e mesmo assim sinto que talvez minha ausência deixe ele mal, por isso muitas vezes penso em terminar já que não sou uma pessoa que seja capaz de dar todo o carinho que ele merece.
Pra ser sincera, eu me sinto culpada (muito). Por que sempre vem a mente que se eu terminar ele vai ficar muito mal e que as pessoas vão me julgar me fazendo mais solitária (tento não pensar no julgamento das pessoas, não quero ser egoísta em pensar no que vai doer em mim e não terminar algo que talvez não seja mais saudável para ambos).
Muitas vezes percebo que ele tá incomodado com algo (inclusive pergunto), mas ele nunca diz, e talvez fosse mais fácil se ele falasse para que a gente pudesse chegar a uma conclusão juntos.
Eu me sinto mal por pensar em deixar ele, já que a família dele não dá nenhum suporte emocional, e eu tenho sido como o suporte familiar para ele. Penso que se eu terminar ele não vai ter mais ajuda algum (isso me preocupa bastante).
Pulando para outro tópico, fazia terapia, mas meio que deixei um pouco por causa dos treinos de fut. Confesso que me aliviava muito, e que adiantou bastante, mas eu não acho que eu falava do que realemente importa, é como se houvesse um bloqueio.
Por fim, mesmo fazendo as atividades físicas que a psi disse que era legal fazer (e que eu sempre gostei de fazer, mesmo me tornando um tanto sedentária nesses últimos anos) eu voltei a me sentir uma merda, tô sempre me culpando por tudo e acho que tenho ficado muito mais mal com muito mais frequencia. Tô ficando cada vez mais cansada e próxima de começar a fazer besteira.
Disse a minha mãe que talvez eu deva voltar as sessões, dessa vez com uma nova psicóloga (talvez me ajude a falar o que realmente sinto).
Me sinto até feliz depois de digitar tudo isso.
E sobre hoje? Bem, meu time de futsal participou dos escolares com apenas 2 meses de treino (eu já tenho um pouco mais de tempo com a bola, mas a maioria das meninas começou do zero), e isso é muito bom, já que conseguimos chegar até as semis (infelizmente perdemos de 5x1 pra um time mt bom, nossa goleira teve uma crise de asma e nem pudemos terminar o jogo) .
Confesso que toda vez que entro em quadra pra valer perco a força nas pernas e não consigo jogar tão bem quanto nos treinos, mas estou determinada a mudar isso.
Poxa, tô realmente animada agora haha. Depois do dia cansativo que foi hoje eu acho que tava merecendo uns tantinhos de felicidade antes de mimir :)
Mais animada ainda só de lembrar que os treinos retornam quinta feira! YEEEEES
Isso foi de 0 a 100 muito rápido 😯😂
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2021.10.25 22:26 tsteele93 Two Sunken Ships, Coral Reef and Ocean Monument

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2021.10.25 22:26 __Platz__ Been a bit since this happened but I just found this sub so figured I'd share

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2021.10.25 22:26 timmburr Is anyone super nervous at the start of every new season of BD?

Like you’re on a first date after getting divorced and aren’t sure if you can take getting to know a whole new crew again? And the familiar faces from previous seasons help but you also are nervous for them because who knows what they’re about to endure, too?
No, just me?
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2021.10.25 22:26 Ms-happening A very close to heart hindi feel good / nostalgia trip playlist. What's your go to playlist?

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2021.10.25 22:26 icydata Hunt puts Rangers on board

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2021.10.25 22:26 bernard_l_black Are laundry strips special?

My Facebook feed is absolutely flooded with ads for eco-friendly laundry strips and each ad has hundred of comments from supposedly satisfied customers excitedly claiming how well they work or how much they're looking forward to not contributing to landfill.
I've tried to do some online research all I'm finding is positive reviews and what look like fake likes and fake reviews and 'advertorials'.
Are laundry strips any different or better or special than just using soap powder? A big part of the claim is that they reduce landfill by using cardboard boxes instead heavy plastic bottles, but a good old fashioned box of soap powder achieves the same thing and you'd get far more uses in a box of soap powder than 24 laundry strips or whatever?
Is there something unique about laundry strips that I'm not grasping? Or is this really just a new spin on an old product?
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2021.10.25 22:26 I-still-want-Bernie Jimmy McMillan is all of a sudden more relevant than ever.

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2021.10.25 22:26 Chaoticly The Extended Warranty is back again buying Bertrandite at 15k/ton profit!

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2021.10.25 22:26 sidyaaa im going to die like this

ive been like this since age 5 and its never gotten better only gotten worse each year and its going to kill me
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2021.10.25 22:26 icydata Huberdeau, Bennett link for goal

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2021.10.25 22:26 theladymaverick No longer able to pick up UFF shifts?

Hey ya’ll, so for some reason the atoz app no longer shows the UFF locations that I can work at. I’ve been working at one for the past few months but when I tried to go and pick up a shift I only saw WF shifts. I called global support first, they said I was still active to work at UFF sites but that I probably have to contact HR or ERC to get something reset for me. I called ERC but they told me to put in a case with HR which I had done but the response I got with HR was the typical “we’re partnering with your on site HR” which usually results in nothing. Who should I contact about this?
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2021.10.25 22:26 JaydenIsAPerson i don’t know if i even need to comment on this

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2021.10.25 22:26 mwfreebies New Quikly Giveaway For Casey's General Store! 3 Winners Will Score Free Pizza!

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2021.10.25 22:26 mitchellscr What do you buy to get the gen map? Gen season pass?

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2021.10.25 22:26 chitown12076 Actual photo of the Fields apologists on this sub making every excuse under the sun for awful play.

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2021.10.25 22:26 ThePlayerPheonix 3D satellite concept, Me, Digital, 2021

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2021.10.25 22:26 JONO202 Bear's Den

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2021.10.25 22:26 Mount_Atlantic Tidus is taking his Judicial Retirement well

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2021.10.25 22:26 IneedYourHelp13 Black screen after updating drivers

Guys I need help I was updating my drivers and during install my screen flickered and said it needs to restart for the drivers update. Once it did the screen stayed black. I tried entering safe mode and getting into bios my monitor keeps saying no signal please help.
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2021.10.25 22:26 jack_of_all_trades01 [USA-VT] [H] Desktop PC Setup [W] PayPal

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Looking to sell my PC that I built, looking to get a laptop for my lifestyle now. It's always served me faithfully, and has handled everything I've thrown at it. Specced it out on PC Part Picker, and the cost comes around ~$1700, but I'm looking to get $1400.
[PCPartPicker Part List](https://pcpartpicker.com/list/qrGH68)
Type|Item|Price
:----|:----|:----
**CPU** | [AMD Ryzen 7 2700X 3.7 GHz 8-Core Processor](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/bddxFT/amd-ryzen-7-2700x-37ghz-8-core-processor-yd270xbgafbox) | $397.97 @ Amazon
**Motherboard** | [MSI B450 TOMAHAWK ATX AM4 Motherboard](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/Hy97YJ/msi-b450-tomahawk-atx-am4-motherboard-b450-tomahawk) | $149.48 @ Amazon
**Memory** | [Crucial Ballistix 16 GB (2 x 8 GB) DDR4-3000 CL15 Memory](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/Wy848d/crucial-ballistix-16-gb-2-x-8-gb-ddr4-3000-cl15-memory-bl2k8g30c15u4b) | $72.98 @ Amazon
**Storage** | [Crucial P1 1 TB M.2-2280 NVME Solid State Drive](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/pxKcCJ/crucial-p1-1tb-m2-2280-solid-state-drive-ct1000p1ssd8) | $131.91 @ Amazon
**Video Card** | [XFX Radeon RX 580 8 GB GTR XXX Video Card](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/MsWfrH/xfx-radeon-rx-580-8gb-gts-xxx-ed-video-card-rx-580p8dfd6) | $599.99 @ Amazon
**Case** | [Corsair SPEC-DELTA RGB ATX Mid Tower Case](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/VPrmP6/corsair-spec-delta-rgb-atx-mid-tower-case-cc-9011166-ww) | $74.99 @ Best Buy
**Power Supply** | [EVGA BQ 600 W 80+ Bronze Certified Semi-modular ATX Power Supply](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/DmWrxevga-bq-600w-80-bronze-certified-semi-modular-atx-power-supply-110-bq-0600-k1) | $53.00 @ Amazon
**Operating System** | [Microsoft Windows 10 Pro OEM 64-bit](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/MfH48d/microsoft-os-fqc08930) | $139.88 @ Other World Computing
**Wireless Network Adapter** | [TP-Link Archer TX50E PCIe x1 802.11a/b/g/n/ac/ax Wi-Fi Adapter](https://pcpartpicker.com/product/Czdrxtp-link-archer-tx50e-pcie-x1-80211abgnacax-wi-fi-adapter-archer-tx50e) | $98.99 @ Amazon
| *Prices include shipping, taxes, rebates, and discounts* |
| **Total** | **$1719.19**
| Generated by [PCPartPicker](https://pcpartpicker.com) 2021-10-25 21:21 EDT-0400 |
Please let me know if you have any questions or want more photos. Local Pickup is preferred, but I can ship if needed. Cost of shipping would be paid for by the buyer.
Thanks!
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2021.10.25 22:26 KasaneTeto_ why are one piece swimsuits so hot

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2021.10.25 22:26 Sepptum H: B/E/25 Fixer & JUG/E/15R Fixer W: AA/FFR/25 Fixer, Q/FFR/25 Fixer or AA/E/25 Handmade.

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