I think about you all the time

2021.09.18 21:50 letters4menu I think about you all the time

It's a typical Saturday night and I'm here listening to music. Right now it's "Sweet Disposition" by the Temper trap. When it played on the radio years ago I never liked it, but I rediscovered it a few days ago and I really like it. Now that I'm listening to it I'm reminded of living in the States, where I met you. And now I'm crying.
This is so stupid like it really is so stupid. I miss you a lot and I don't have any ways of really expressing these feelings. Like I don't even know why I even miss you. I broke up with you, I lost feelings for you. And I've written about this so many times and it's so cringey. I check your instagram like every day. God I wish you'd send me those random snaps of your day.
But the thing is when we talk I cringe, I find it cringe and often times I find you cringe. When I read our old messages I cringe. Thinking about actually meeting up I cringe. So why do I wanna talk to you so badly?
I just keep thinking about us playing Don't Starve together and talking 24/7 on Skype. I remember that one time I was so excited to show you that it snowed so I sent you a shitty picture of what it looked outside. I remember when you got your cat, your hamster, your bunny. How we ate on Skype together. How I called you before I went to practice. I walked on that street a few weeks ago and all I could think about was you.
I can't stop thinking about you but I doubt you feel the same way.
A song that always reminds me of you is Next Year by Two Door Cinema Club. And the lyrics really resonate with me now and it's funny how a song that reminds me of you so much is so relevant to how I feel about you.
Maybe someday, you'll be somewhere Talking to me as if you knew me, saying I'll be home for next year, darling And maybe sometime, in a long time You'll remember what I had said there, I said I'll be home for next year, darling I'll be home for next year If you think of me I will think of you
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2021.09.18 21:50 as3jul David mocked masks and vaccines. He’s in the ICU now. Things were looking dire about an hour ago. His family is preparing for the worst.

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2021.09.18 21:50 FluidModeNetwork Just found out amphetamine comes from mescaline (or at least are chemically similar), is there a good phenylethylamine alternative to amphetamine?

Also, are phenylethylamines generally safer than amphetamines? If so, why aren't there more mescaline analogs than there are amphetamine analogs?
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2021.09.18 21:50 stoneygaypanda Boost for boost? please boost first then I could boost you back

Can anyone in the Earnin Community help me boost my Max? 🙂 https://earnin.app.link/Rn7Di6SJrjb
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2021.09.18 21:50 brayow she can gerrit 😍🤤

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2021.09.18 21:50 tea_sandwiches Help! What do I make with this plush print? I bought the fabric after obsessing over it for a few weeks but I’m stuck.

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2021.09.18 21:50 BeachPlease92 Help me get laid

I (26M) met this really hot chick (24F) 4 days ago and shes sending me a lot of mixed signals. First time we met and I gave her my number. she texted me the next morning and I asked her to grab a drink with me on Tuesday night
Tuesday night we had like 10-11 drinks, food, and bonded. She told me that she loved this “date” and that she just saw me as a friend. She came back to my place. We cuddled on the couch and she made drinks at my bar. She let me feel her boobs and kiss her neck. She felt my dick, and I asked her if she wanted to see it and she said yes. She told me I had a nice cock, and when I gave her a look, she said “I mean that in a friend way”. Basically a lot of fooling around, cuddling, and flirting but no sex or kissing
Then she came over a few days later and I got us takeout and again with the mixed signals. She put my hand on her boob and was like “feel my heartbeat” and then a few mins later was like “ok no more”. She told me she likes hanging me and that she saw me as a good friend and I said “friends can have sex” and she busted out laughing. She kept pressuring me to drink with her. A little later she was like “okay I’m going to take off my top” and I was like “yeah do it” and then she said “actually I’m going to leave” and she left. I told her it was okay because I had another girl coming over in an hour. Like 3-4 hours later she texts me asking me how it’s going and I said “great I just got laid” and she said “wow that was fast 🤣” and I said “you’re not the only one that thinks I have a nice dick 😉”
What do you think I should do next? It feels like a lot of teasing and shit tests
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2021.09.18 21:50 MOONMO0N played my first game as bloodseeker. i played him as support and it was pretty fun

me and sven were bot against bristle and bane. lane was an absolute nightmare. but by mid game things were turning around. i got force staff and would rupture one of them and forcestaff them for major damage. and my attack speed bonus buff went AMAZING on the sven and wraith king. and the silence was just all around great. it was so fun laying it down and watching people scatter. wasn't too crazy about the fact the my rupture ult did reduced damage to bristleback. the ult says "Causes an enemy unit's skin to rupture" which is his entire body, not just his back. so its weird that it does reduced damage, especially since its pure damage
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2021.09.18 21:50 Dizzy-Yak2896 NRA magazine advertisements having a normal one

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2021.09.18 21:50 kellyKellyxpose What are the secrets and routines of Geniuses?

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2021.09.18 21:50 babycatbandit I’m a little disappointed…I spent a few days crafting the stuff to make this in the Eco Workshop…I knew it was a little pile of leaves but I wasn’t expecting it to be this little! Also the other colors cost SimCash to unlock..🥲

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2021.09.18 21:50 MoreNever [Legion] Colorized 2014: Aspect showing Stephen their plan

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2021.09.18 21:50 smallpp68 Me after making a bad decision knowing I’m gunna do it again expecting a different outcome

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2021.09.18 21:50 jeffthedino442 Please somebody take my adopt me inventory for vbucks

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2021.09.18 21:50 osobasmurf White square background on transparent images

Anyone know how to fix this? All transparent images have white background when viewing in the browser.
It wasn't like this before. It's the same on Chrome and Edge. It's nothing serious, but just annoying.
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2021.09.18 21:50 mydadisstevejoobs My jungle build, what do you guys think

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2021.09.18 21:50 Scaredofmanuallabor Since the original County map had some glaring errors, here is a new 2044 county map

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2021.09.18 21:50 Jangawd {FREE} Rod Wave Type Beat "Past It" Prod. PiaMo x Lasnite

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2021.09.18 21:50 KtownFitness 🔥 Boost for Boost 🔥 if you boost me and leave yours in the comments, I’ll boost you right back! Can anyone in the Earnin Community help me boost my Max? 🙂 https://earnin.app.link/i8BoXgaqggb

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2021.09.18 21:50 SystemOfAMob100 Making a Crona tier list so give me opponents

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2021.09.18 21:50 Betanist99 how good is a laptop for gaming?

so I'm thinking of buying a laptop to help me whit school and i was wondering how good are for games like
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